It seems like I’ve been getting that question a lot lately, from everyone, (myself included). The answer is complicated and it all depends on your perspective. At one point in time I thought the answer was simple. But ever since I returned from my recent experience in Egypt, I’ve found myself asking the same question, again.

The short answer is I’m John Fullman and until about 6 years ago, I had a wife and daughter who were my world. I was by some people’s definition, a highly successful entrepreneur and finance guru and I had everything I ever wanted. But after I lost my wife and daughter in a car accident, my world collapsed and I suddenly found myself without an identity.

Once the dust settled, I began asking myself, “Who am I”, which started a whole series of events that make answering the question a lot more complicated. After I returned from my experience in Egypt, where I was able to relive one of my lifetime’s past, I began to realize there are things about me that are downright unbelievable. In my lifetime past, I discovered I was King Tut, the pharaoh of Egypt. I also discovered that my existence is eternal and I have lived for more than a thousand lifetimes.

Learning all of this about myself was an overwhelming experience and it left my head spinning with questions. However, in many ways the experience brought clarity to my world and I am now able to see beyond the limitations I’ve created for myself. If I had to sum up my identity in one word, right now, I could. I am an Initiate and I have been tasked with returning to the most significant of my lifetime’s past, so that I can remember myself and the powers I have developed over the course of my eternal existence.

Annubis, (the extremely wise and powerful Hierophant of the Egyptian Mystery schools) once told me, that great changes were coming to my present world. The powers that the chosen few have been developing within themselves since the beginning of time, would be needed more than at any time in history. I am apparently one of the chosen few, although I’ve never believed this to be the case. I’ve always considered myself a regular guy with a family. I’m finding out through these experiences, that there is much more to my identity than I’ve been aware of. 

I’ve learned that my identity is so much greater than my present experience and as I’ve been able to accept this, my world has changed in ways beyond what I could imagine.